Experiment
Going school on Saturday is kinda crappy because im lack of sleep and i need some rest. Anyway, at least we did some experiment to reduce our boredom as almost 60% of students actually skipped school and most of the teachers never enter the class .. What we did today was to continue our experiment on dissecting the rat. Since last week, we manage to remove the rats internal organs mainly the alimentary canal from stomach till the anus. Before that we were instructed to cut off the skin (fur/hair) followed by the layer of muscle. To be honest, the smell of a death rat is really sucks. I do feel like puking when i was about few inches closer to the organs of the rat. Thank goodness i ate my breakfast few hours ago. So, as i was saying, we were told to observe the digestive system of the rat and identify the paricular parts of the organs.
As for today, we manage to do the circulation system of the rat by removing it's heart. Throughout the whole experiment, everything went smoothly thanks to the help from few number of students from cergas class mainly zheng yii, fui teng, jacky and peri (er .. hope i spell your name correctly). Without their help i doubt we can even start the dissection of rat properly as we know there's some 'minor' problem we're facing ................. Anyway, i kinda manage to overcome my fear toward this 'creepy' animal. Yet i doubt that i would dare to touch any living rat ....
Broken Soul
Hmm .. Im not sure how to put this in words but somehow im being more depressed. I understand those feelings how the other girls outside felt where something had happened as if this leaves an big impact in our life. It feels as though someone had use a knife and stab it right through into your heart when you did not even notice it. To be honest, i really hate this kind of feeling. It makes my life to become dull and a little meaningless. Eventhough .. what we did isn't wrong but i just don't get it why this can be happening .. It's sucks and i hate it. I hate being depressed all the time. Desperate for someone to speak with .. I need to calm myself down whenever im depressed but how? This had made me to be even more desperate to seek for someone's advide. Well, maybe it isn't all about seeking for advice instead seeking for someone to express out your feelings. Somehow, i can feel as though im rather kinda annoying for bugging people like this ..
I've been holding back for this whole day. Somehow, the talkative part of me just disappeared out of sudden. There's a girl who told me to throw away all my worries and just be cheerful but how am i suppose to do so? I do wish that i can be emotionless just for a second. But it's impossible unless you don't even have a heart. Although im able to be cheerful but this moment wont last long. What i can do is to glue myself with all those homework teacher had gave and just concentrate on them. At least by doing this i wont have to suffer from all those 'nightmare' i had. However, no matter how strong im trying to be somehow with just few words i just lost my grip and i just gave up. It's hard for me to hold back any longer and i just threw it all out at that instant. It's sucks doing this infront of people .. But somehow a hug from a friend had kinda comforted me. I'd lost my thoughts then .. But a small hug had made me regain my energy to face the problem once more.
I was putting some hope on myself. Thinking that everything will turn out to be normal again but i was just too naive. Yet, the stubborn part of me keeps having some hope .. Having faith that everything will be okay soon. Well, i do wish that my wish will come true .. I just hope he'll talk to me ~~
Or is it i've did something wrong? If so im sorry then ..
p.s: having faith ...
p.p.s: i see what i see ..
WTF !!
I can't believe this actually happens. As all the form 6 students heard about the news everyone (majority of us) was objecting the issues on the new system set my the ministry that all form 6 students have to stay back until late afternoon which is about 4pm. Geez .. Can't they just make it for lower 6. We've been going through form 6 for almost a year and now they set this new system and expect we all to follow. As for the rest of the form 6 school, they've already started it starting from tomorrow. As for us, 'luckily' we still have some 'spare time' until July. Urgh ... This sucks !! Since the early morning im still having the holiday mood in my mind and i don't feel like coming school. Although it's a short 2 weeks of holiday, but i feel as though it's more than that. Time flies like mad now .. Anyway, this morning as i came to school, i was expecting something interesting to happen. Well, it did happen but only just for 30 minutes during the assembly.
During the assembly, we were told that Hari Gerkorama will be held on 18th July. *hooray* In additon, there will tons of events happening throughout the whole week of Gerkorama which is from 13th-18th July. The best part ..... is the school had actually invited Bunkface and other singers to perform (as charity) during that day. Wow .. I was actually kinda amused. Maybe im a little ulu here .. whatever .. I just can't keep the excitement away. This is the first time im going to experience this kind of scene. To be frank, i don't really know that Bunkface exists until i've heard the song called situasi and revolusi not forgetting aaron said those name before. Anyway, i was hoping things will go on smoothly thou.
Other than that, we had officially opened a new canteen near the school field. Whether it's good or bad i'll let you guys to judge. I've heard most of the students complaint about the tasteless noodles soup, hard fried nuggets/fries, tasteless drinks (there's only syrup), etc etc etc .. For those who desperate for food, they went back to the old canteen although we were forbidden to go there. Oh well .. 'Food' rules !!
p.s : the new canteen don't even sell guava or tissues ... omg
No doubt the bad news we received today was kinda upsetting but because of Gerkorama had actually enlighten my day =P
p.s : i've told alexis that our bio teacher can't finish marking our paper after holiday and my prediction was 100% correct .. oh dear ..
Penang Trip
Last Saturday-6 June, we went to Penang to enjoy the scenery at there and went for cruise as well. During the first day, we've visited some temples at Penang and enjoy the exotic dishes found in Penang street. There's the famous asam laksa, fruit rojak, mua chi, coconut drink, etc .. Those foods available are uncountable. You can say it's the heaven of food being at Penang.
During the second day, everyone went for the cruise. To be honest, this isn't the largest cruise as it only have 6 floors and i've mastered the paths in just 30 minutes. LoL .. It's true some people said there's plenty of staircase in the ship which connects to everywhere (like a maze) but i've manage to know the places in half an hour time. Well, this is because im too bored already as most adults came here is to gamble. Unfortunately, im short of 3 years to able enter the casino. So, i just wonder around and took some random pictures. Not forgetting the scenery during sunset is somehow quite beautiful. Anyway, alltogether we reached home about 2 in the morning which is super exhausting for everyone.
p.s : Lazy to describe so much =P I just post up some pictures i've took then ..
Randomness
Crappy computer !!
I hate to say this but i really feel like throwing my computer away. Grrr .. It lags terribly and over the last few days i've saved some important files. Yet i wasn't able to open them which makes me feels even more frustrated as i need to redo everything again. God bless me for that .. Or maybe it's because of my brother. Thanks to him for simply downloading stuffs especially games makes the whole things gets even more lag with lacking to free space in the disk etc .... Zzzz .... Oh well , this computer had serves us for 8 years no wonder it's soooo slow. Will try to consider on buying new ones but i think this will only happen after my STPM (i need to work to earn for new computer)
Sick
Yesterday i was suffering from terrible flu. I was sneezing non stop since early in the morning until the end of Jason tuition which is until 8.30pm. I feel as if my nose is going to drop off since i sneeze so much. But it's really bugging me because i cant concentrate on my studies and i feel so damn sleepy .. Other than that, i cant even count how many tissues i've used since then. Like aaron said, im wasting the tissues. But what you want me to do? Let the mucus drolls out from my nose? (it's bit disgusting) That's why i hate to be sick. Luckily i finally stop sneezing after i come back from my tuition. I was quite afraid of the flu so yesterday i ate about 5 oranges per day. Haha first time im doing this =P Anyway, it really does work on me thou. So now im practically free out flu and healthy =)
School Break
It's just after 3 days of holiday and im starting to get bored. Before the school break we have our mid-term examinations and everyone were being stressed out so much. Even during maths test you can see them studying for math instead we suppose to do more practice. LoL Well, that includes me who too sits down and study maths as well. Oh well ... Last minute of studying .. So god bless me while taking the results. No doubt our life is getting more hectic recently due to the upcoming examinations. Yet, it'll be the same after this school break. Anyway, we've just celebrated teacher's day during our last day of school which there're many students who'd absent on that particular day. They just have this set of mind that attending school for teacher's day is a waste of time (what i mean is majority of them). Well, actually im quite disagree with it. As we can see, our recent teacher's day celebration was great. Everyone seems to enjoy themselves seeing others performing on the 'stage' even teacher do enjoy themselves as this is their 'grand day'.
There's groups of students who actually have some talents on singing and it's quite nice though. Unfortunately im not quite a good singer thou. In addition, there's a boy who was a international champion of chinese yoyo did some performance as well. Whatever he did was fantastic. I cant imagine myself doing those stunt (Salute ..).
Back to my previus topic on school break. Since the frst day of school break i've started to read the story book gave by linda during my b'day called 'Bad Behaviour'. I manage to finish it yesterday and the story book was kinda great actually. However, i dont have anything to do since i've finished reading. Not forgetting i still have my PA homework given by our teacher as hokiday homework. But im quite lazy to do as i have to read the PA book again in order to be able to answer. Lazyyyyyyy .............
p.s :Im quite looking forward to the upcoming trip im about to go on this Saturday. Thehehe .... Will try to upload any pictures by then.
