Yesterday i went back to my former school (ACS) to certify some of my certificates from Mr Arif. As i went there i've meet Mrs. Koh, Pn Suriani and Pn Shanti. Surprisingly, the teachers we delighted to see us once more since previously we're kinda bad students (just kidding) I feel glad to be able to meet them again as i know as a form 6 teachers they're quite busy.

We manage to have some chat just before some of the teachers went to their respective classes. I wasn't able to meet Pn Rabiah though. Maybe she's very busy since i went school at Monday and Wednesday also never meet up with her. Come to think of it, the preparation of documents for USM are kinda troublesome. Maybe this is my first time doing this. I have to make lots of copies of certificates. Example, we have to make 5 copies of our MUET results. I have no idea why they need some many copies of it.

I almost forget to mention about what i did on Monday at school. Last weekend i was having a dilema whether i should accept the USM offer for bio-resource, papers and coating course. If i ask 10 people what does this course means i can assure you 8 out of 10 don't have any idea. Maybe you can guess it out by it's title but what if i give you it's BM title? "biosumber, kertas dan penglitup" .. lol Get what i mean? Anyway, i was unable to consult any teachers since it's weekend so i manage to reach Pn Phang only. Besides, we have to submit our answers via online by 31st may before 5pm (time is so short)

So, Monday i went school and plan to consult the counseling teachers. Unfortunately both of time weren't around. I was like "wtf .. when we need you you're not there. Die ... " Thankfully, i still have some courage to ask for Mrs. Koh's opinion. Sigh .. Then, i also went for the afternoon session counseling teacher, Pn Lam. She was very helpful where she gave me lots of idea what to do in my present and future. Yet, the decision lies within my hands whether to accept or not. During the past 2 days of thinking i was hopping that god will save me from this problem. Hopping that some miracle will happen.

Before 5pm i'd already accepted their offer praying that god always stays beside me. As for now, i have to prepare some necessary stuff before going to USM. To be honest, i wasn't that ready to leave my house, my room, my families and everyone around me. I feel very reluctant when i think about when the day really comes. There's so many things i have to consider. Firstly, it'll be my transportation, clothes to bring and buy, which scholarships to apply, etc ...

I still have 1 more month to get prepare myself but i still feels that im not ready to face it at all .... Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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